Bullying UK gets many emails from former pupils in their twenties, thirties, forties, fifties and older who were bullied at school and who are still affected by their experiences. Bullying has often had a serious effect on their lives, affecting relationships and the ability to hold down jobs. Self confidence and self esteem are low and depression is often a factor.
Unfortunately, there aren't any dedicated support groups for people in this situation but there is help available through the NHS.
Sympathetic Doctors are generally extremely sympathetic, if not, then try another partner at the practice. These days there is counselling available which there wasn't years ago and that might be something the doctor would think worth trying. There can be quite a waiting list so it's best to explore that sooner rather than later.
The other possibility is that you find private counselling through an accredited counsellor. Ask your doctor's surgery if they could recommend someone. When you contact them for an appointment ask what experience they have in dealing with the aftermath of school bullying.
You might find it useful to have a look at Tim Field's website Bully Online which has a section on post traumatic stress disorder, it may help to explain why you still feel so upset over what happened to you. Other pages in this sectionBullying at work
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Adults' survey results
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National Bullying Survey 2006
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Teachers' survey results
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